Trusting

For several months I have been in a daze, or a better word would be stupor! I have read feverishly, played games on the ipad, cooked, and of course eaten too much. Its like I am stuck.
I am sure this is a kind of depression. But whatever, I will not stay here. I read that life in Christ is not a salvage yard experience, but an investment. So today, the day after I find out my Leo is bleeding again and several days before they check his stomach. today I choose to trust the Man who loved me enough to die for me. Jesus you are able@

Giving Thanks for a New Season

To everything there is a season...its my season to sit on the porch a while!
"Retirement" what a strange word. Retire from Retire to, which shall it be?
I need to sit on this porch a while, seek His Presence, and ponder.
Years of pressure, time schedules, and routine. What now?
I will trust Him, He has surprised me so many times. I feel inadequate, He shows me He is adequate. Lord I trust you, you are my everything. I want to live in your presence, follow your path.
I commit to rejoice in everything, pray without ceasing, and give thanks, oh yes give thanks!